Wish..

Time flies with no one knowing where it went,
happyness is around but i hope sometimes it could be given on rent..
Memories are not created out of intentions,
but its sad that today's world is full of apprehensions..
Today i just want to love others and be loved,
but it looks like just a dream and that also very blurred!!

Who m i ??

i am not sure about present..

but i used to be a person for whom relationships were more than anything else...

but i am not sure now..

my beliefs have been shaken..

my faith has been shattered...

the only thing i knew before was to love others..

but now...i am not knowing the meaning of love..

its hard for me to distinguish between good and bad..

and as always i have no one to share which makes me feel sad!!

its next to impossible to find a motive to lead this life now..

as i have been stabbed with a dagger of unfaithfulness..

i have no one to blame and again its my destiny..

which forbids me from being happy for too long!!

believe me it was a matter of life or death

when i decided to fall for second time in my life

and this time the depth was not measurable

just saying that i wont come back will be enough!!

i am no more the person i used to be

and i am no more a friend...forget about loving others

the only thing which is still similar is the lane i used to walk..

its still lonely and dark...and my hope of getting a hand to guide me along is shattered again..

inside this depth of darkness is a shallow heart ...

which is slowly forgetting how to beat..

its time will come soon..when it will be relieved of its tiredness

and bring peace to both the body and the soul!!

LUV

love...is life
love is pride
love is tht feeling which makes u feel light
and keeps u doing things which r always right

love is immortal
love is kind
it teaches u not always 2 listen 2 ur mind

thr is nothing like love and everything is nothing without it
i kept searching for it for 2 long..
oh..yeah!! its quite a while writing this song

the journey would not hav been d sameif it was not in search of love
and i m happy 2 have reached this far
its not about reaching there..its all about learning...
learning tht every journey is not meant for a destination

m ready 2 take on a new path but the journey must continue....
the search must go on...
there r miles 2 go
and so many hills to climb
still its not about reaching the top....
....its about seeing whats waiting on d other side!!!!

Lost....

m lost of al da ideas...just hav a face in my mind...
was it harsh of u or was it really kind..
as i learned a lot abt this world to fall,
m still xpecting one last call...

i believe in destiny and i know u r not mine
still.. this feeling drowns me like whine
hav never felt so helpless in life
having my heart bleeding without a knife

u will understand me sumday was my only belief
but m sorry for myself as it would give me no relief
my feelings went deep but i became shallow
never thought i could be so hollow

no..i wont wait for another lifetime to change anything
give me one chance to get out of this death ring
my only mistake being loving u...
is it reasonable enough to punish a human in this way
that he is living in world of darkness , without hoping any ray..

miss u

Hope u were here
I miss u everywhere
cannot stop missing u...
everytime i think of only u....

why is this life still going on?
i want to lie down and roll on
every night and morning is with u
but it hurts as u dont think of me and u..

still leading this life waiting for that day
when u would know me and i will b more than a ghost 2 sway..

Rain....of Happiness

yesterday....i was in pain....
i went out.. as discussing with others would hav gone in vain,
suddenly it started to rain..
and i thanked god as now i could cry with nobody able to make out....this being my only gain;

i felt u around me as i danced around
and it was so lovely dreaming of u...as if i was spell bound,
i had never seen anything so beautiful in my life
u looked damn pretty like an angel...who has come to relieve me of my strife....

it was d best moment of my life
and i had no other wish but to keep on living in this moment....
i wanted to stop the time and i was so desperate not to let it fly...
and its true that i was dreaming with open eyes...still with u around me, i felt very shy..

it was so lovely holding u in my arms..
how can god make a human with such charms...
i kept looking at u and only you,
can it b really true....is it the real u??

how deep ur eyes are....
how beautiful is your face..
how innocent ur thoughts are...
like one can b lost in them and forget about this race..

yeah...its a race..a race against time,
and i know there cannot be any better prime...
so i am pleading u 2 b with me forever
as i cannot be seperated from u anymore,
or take me along with you in ur fantasy world...
far from this real world...where there is no one but only u....